Blog You know what,
uhhh uhh uhhh,
Well before telling that I have to mention that fati,s father is better now, after a successful minor operation.
But Ah, the plus news,
its making me crazy,
Fati has been nominated from her college for a delegation to china, which is going through student exchange commission,
May she get selected,
but believe me, what crap is it.
She is going to china, and that without me,
like to hell with leochoo, he does nt cares for me, calling her alone, with a bunch of possible idiots, who wont be knowing him even..!
Now just have it na just some days backed we talked so much of china, and dreams coming true but what way.....?
Kia kaali zabanen pai hen, By God...........!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
...........................Back to anone..!
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I strove with none, for none was worth my strife;
Nature I loved,and, next to Nature,Art:
I warmed both hands before the fire of light;
It sinks; and I am ready to depart.
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I strove with none, for none was worth my strife;
Nature I loved,and, next to Nature,Art:
I warmed both hands before the fire of light;
It sinks; and I am ready to depart.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Bano appa
aaaj bht gloomy feel kr rhi hun,
bas kbhi koi zara si baat upset kr deti he,
aaj bano appa ko khwab mai dekha tha,
bht yaad a rhi theen,
call ki unhen,
aur ajeb baat ye he k meri baat kra di gai bgher kisi taradud k,
do teen logon se hota hua bil-akhir phone unn tak phnch hi gaya,
bht khushi hui,
baat bht mukhtasir hui,
magar khushi rhi k ho gai,
end pe wo kuch keh rhi theen, but phone band ho gaya.!
aur choonk wo tabiat ki khrabi k baice baat nhi kr sakti theen, isliye dubara mene bhi nhi milaya.!
pata nhi , maine bano appa ko ziada prha nhi he, magar unse bht ziada uns he, ese hi jese kisi ghar k bare se ho....!
uns unk fan se ziada unki zaat se he, hena ajeeb baat..!
bas kbhi koi zara si baat upset kr deti he,
aaj bano appa ko khwab mai dekha tha,
bht yaad a rhi theen,
call ki unhen,
aur ajeb baat ye he k meri baat kra di gai bgher kisi taradud k,
do teen logon se hota hua bil-akhir phone unn tak phnch hi gaya,
bht khushi hui,
baat bht mukhtasir hui,
magar khushi rhi k ho gai,
end pe wo kuch keh rhi theen, but phone band ho gaya.!
aur choonk wo tabiat ki khrabi k baice baat nhi kr sakti theen, isliye dubara mene bhi nhi milaya.!
pata nhi , maine bano appa ko ziada prha nhi he, magar unse bht ziada uns he, ese hi jese kisi ghar k bare se ho....!
uns unk fan se ziada unki zaat se he, hena ajeeb baat..!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Thinking back....,
Sometimes, its just that i think,
that I hold no place in the lives of some people I love so much,
like I am here,
I am living,
I am growing,
I am blossoming,
I am loosing,
I am gaining.
But then there are them who are not at any of it,
They tell me of the going ons in their lives,
but dont miss my presence at them...,
Like I hate it, Memories bite.!
the difference between the past and the present hurts....
Life has certainly changed,
the relationships have weakened,
I wrote some years back, three of them maybe,
khne sunne may aya he,
k phr milne ki tammana bhi na rahe...!
Aur ab to haal ye he k,
judai ka ehsaas bhi ehsaas krne par hi hota he...!
that I hold no place in the lives of some people I love so much,
like I am here,
I am living,
I am growing,
I am blossoming,
I am loosing,
I am gaining.
But then there are them who are not at any of it,
They tell me of the going ons in their lives,
but dont miss my presence at them...,
Like I hate it, Memories bite.!
the difference between the past and the present hurts....
Life has certainly changed,
the relationships have weakened,
I wrote some years back, three of them maybe,
khne sunne may aya he,
ghata deta he qadar, ana roz roz ka,
par kia karen jo ho judai lambi itni,k phr milne ki tammana bhi na rahe...!
Aur ab to haal ye he k,
judai ka ehsaas bhi ehsaas krne par hi hota he...!
It has become a reality, a solid mist, shy of its presence,
but always there when you look for it,
wahi k sahir khte hen,
magar ye ho na saka aur ab ye alam he,
tu nhi, tera gham, teri justujoo bhi nhi...
guzar rhi he kuch iss trh zindagi jese,
isse kisi k sahare ki arzoo bhi nhi,
Haye,
magar ye ho na saka aur ab ye alam he,
tu nhi, tera gham, teri justujoo bhi nhi...
guzar rhi he kuch iss trh zindagi jese,
isse kisi k sahare ki arzoo bhi nhi,
Haye,
Saturday, February 21, 2009
A Dialogue,
Life can be harsh,
life can be difficult,
it can be ugly even.
But unfair,
no, Its never unfair.
It has its divisions, it has its blessings and its wicked spells.
But you get them all, less or more,
sooner or later,
but All.!
Sometimes you may feel so, LIFE... UNFAIR..two words...!
but believe me, otherwise you are a princess,
but if you feel so, then let yourself
if you are jeolous, then be,
if you feel pity for yourself then do,
if you hate the world, you want to break the window panes,
My dear, you are most welcome....!
But there , my princess,
you are a princess,
for thorns,
they always come with the roses,
roses,
beautiful,
held,
known,
blooming,
dead,
burnt,
wilted,
sad,
unseen,
whatever way, but roses, my dear, roses anyway..!
And Life too, is a bed of roses,
its just that I dont talk of the thorns, I broke my skin with.....!
life can be difficult,
it can be ugly even.
But unfair,
no, Its never unfair.
It has its divisions, it has its blessings and its wicked spells.
But you get them all, less or more,
sooner or later,
but All.!
Sometimes you may feel so, LIFE... UNFAIR..two words...!
but believe me, otherwise you are a princess,
but if you feel so, then let yourself
if you are jeolous, then be,
if you feel pity for yourself then do,
if you hate the world, you want to break the window panes,
My dear, you are most welcome....!
But there , my princess,
you are a princess,
for thorns,
they always come with the roses,
roses,
beautiful,
held,
known,
blooming,
dead,
burnt,
wilted,
sad,
unseen,
whatever way, but roses, my dear, roses anyway..!
And Life too, is a bed of roses,
its just that I dont talk of the thorns, I broke my skin with.....!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Ahhh, my dears...!
mayya ne aik shair likh kr bheja,
well, ussi ki kefiat mai hun...
Maktab e ishq ka dastur nirala dekha
usko chutti na mili jisne sabaq yaad kia
Haye,
aaj bare mamoo waghera bhi aye thay,
well, mera khayaal he jab insaan expectations rakhna band kar chuka ho,
to narazgi bemaani he...!
bas jo he, jesa he,
he to na, yahi bht he...!
Han, ye albata alag baat he k kbhi kbhi insaan bht sensitive moments guzaar rha hota, aur cheezen jesi chal rhi hoti hen, unhen bardasht krna mushkil ho jata he....
but jab moqaa milay rishton ko aur kamon ko, sudhaar lena chahiye....!
bhabhi aur bache bhi aye,
I love my bhateeja, bhatiji,
well, ussi ki kefiat mai hun...
Maktab e ishq ka dastur nirala dekha
usko chutti na mili jisne sabaq yaad kia
Haye,
aaj bare mamoo waghera bhi aye thay,
well, mera khayaal he jab insaan expectations rakhna band kar chuka ho,
to narazgi bemaani he...!
bas jo he, jesa he,
he to na, yahi bht he...!
Han, ye albata alag baat he k kbhi kbhi insaan bht sensitive moments guzaar rha hota, aur cheezen jesi chal rhi hoti hen, unhen bardasht krna mushkil ho jata he....
but jab moqaa milay rishton ko aur kamon ko, sudhaar lena chahiye....!
bhabhi aur bache bhi aye,
I love my bhateeja, bhatiji,
hectic.........
WELL,
U KNOW IT...!
blog, ami gir gai theen, kafi choten aein,
hospitals phirna, ghar sametna
mehmaaan....!
Ahhh hectic and tense....!
aaj aik saanp wala aya tha, he gave me a seed kind of thing called 'so-mukhi"
known for its electro-magnetic effects..!
I touched the sannp, took it in hands, well it didnt felt much different, or much dangerous, as to be called precisely.....!
farsi classes are going well,
mayya has left them, but fati joining them in...!
U KNOW IT...!
blog, ami gir gai theen, kafi choten aein,
hospitals phirna, ghar sametna
mehmaaan....!
Ahhh hectic and tense....!
aaj aik saanp wala aya tha, he gave me a seed kind of thing called 'so-mukhi"
known for its electro-magnetic effects..!
I touched the sannp, took it in hands, well it didnt felt much different, or much dangerous, as to be called precisely.....!
farsi classes are going well,
mayya has left them, but fati joining them in...!
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