Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
sitting under the sun ,
I am here missing you people and the Sun that we used to share.
Sun is shining the usual way but neither Am I sitting on the grassy patch of our college garden nor I have you people by my side.
I miss the achar paratha that we used to eat,
[believe me it doesn't tastes least bit good when you people are not around]
I miss the bad jokes that I can crack only in Sumi,s presence.
[DAMN HER EYES AND EXPRESSIONS.]
I have never been so interested in talking about bad stuff but she.... argh
Now I am a bad girl ;)
Thanx to you.
I miss all those badminton matches between me and my dear hadi.
And that stupid and [nahoosat bhari] commentary of Warda ikram and Summiya Ali.
we would have used our rackets more on them than the poor shuttle.
I miss those taxi rides when I and Warda used to jump off without paying the fare
and Sumi and Hadi were left to give whole of the rent.
I just cant bring it into imagination that Warda would be attending her classes alone
[ and damn me its more of the fact that I am not there with her and some other people would be, than the feeling that she is attending her classes alone. I am such a jealous and possessive soul.]
Hi, to my coming nieces and nephews
[chchch sumi and hadi (lately married)]
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Quli qutub shah wrote this kalam back in sixteenth century,
[He was the first Sahib-e-deewan poet of urdu.]
When Ahmad faraz sahab wrote his ghazal which was in qutub,s "zameen" he ended his ghazal with the following shair.
Quli shah qutab ho k ahmad faraz
Piya baj sach he, jiya jaye na
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
I am forever walking upon these shores,
Betwixt the sand and the foam,
The high tide will erase my foot-prints,
And the wind will blow away the foam.
But the sea and the shore will remain
I am afraid for my seas and shore....!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
And when I was coming here today, I was told by a fellow passenger that my office is situated in a building very likely to be BOMBED away.
I am fed-up of things...,
specially of people who message me and tell me that today this and that place is likely to be blown away and in this much hours...!
[usually containing the name of the place my office is situated in]
I fear half of the Pakistani population is in ISI....!
God help you.
Guys things are already too worse to need your help in further worsening.
Get a life....!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
life draws out all the pieces, and when by chance and fate these pieces of jigsaw join, the picture made is so incomprehensible that one wonders at the turns life took.
The spaces between "all that we were" and "all that we are" are so well filled and everything has such a good excuse to happen that one just cant help but sit bewildered.
Life is a bad thing, it goes round and round and you meet the same people on every corner and yet you know that you have traveled miles and centuries. Days pass and nights pass, and eventually you pass away, but all you remember meeting is blockages, walls, turn-abouts, round-abouts and people shouting that you are nothing and will remain to be nothing.
Yet one crosses all mazes and at-least once in his lifetime finds a destination, and then finds that it was not but a milestone.
Monday, October 26, 2009
I just want to loll it to sleep...!
my neck hurts..., cant carry the weight of this small brain and big head, ANYMORE..!
Green tea makes no improvement...
farewell to my eyes................!
Why migraine has started traveling down the body.. it,s back and limbs now..!