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kuch dinon phle tak mai ye khti thi, k
''yaar kbhi mere kisi apne ko kuch hogaya to mai to mar jaungi...!
log kese bardasht kr lete he...!''

aur aaj mai zinda hun, kha rhi hun, pi rahi hun , bht normal hun,
iss qadar iztarab bhi nhi he k marne ko ji chahe,

aur ye sab isiliye nhi, k mera manna ye he,
k marne walon k saath mara nhi jata
blk srf isliye,
k mjhe andaza hi nhi ho pa rha k kia ho chuka he...!



I am unable to understand things,
My feelings have gone numb, totally numb, my heart is unfeeling.!
And I am hating it.....

ya khof se dar guzren, ya jaan se guzar jaein
marna he k jeena he, ik baat theher jaye....!