Sunday, April 26, 2009

chalo Faiz dil jalaein.....

Wahi chashma baqaaa tha, jise sab saraaab samjhe
wahi khayaal mautbar thay jo khayaal tak na phnche

chalo Faiz dil jalaein, karen phr se arz e janan,
wo sukhn jo lab tak aye, pe sawaal tak na phnche

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I promise....!

Blog Iss waqt kefiat mai daal dia kisi ne.....!
blog abhi kisi ne kaha k mai apne khwabon ka khayaal rakhun...!
Pray, that I,ll be able to keep the promise
and give that person the strength too, k wo bhi apne neelepan ko mahfooz rakh sake...!


Blog, najane kion, I ss lamhe mjhe yaqeen ho chala he k aik waqt hoga, jo hmara hoga,
jab hum wo kar sakenge, jo krne kliye humen peda kiya gaya tha,
jab gend hmare court mai hogi,
jab hmara gametime hoga

Aur mjhe lgta he k har shaks ko,
thori ya bht, jald ya badair,
ye oppurtunity zaroor milti he, jab, uss par uss qadar zimedarian nhi hoteen,
k wo apne khwaab poore kr sake,
wo, wo kr sake jo uska belief he....!
wo leading position mai ho...!

lekin jab tak wo waqt ata he, hum thak chuke hotay hen...!
humare jism mai iss qadar taqat nhi rahi hoti k utna toil kr saken....!

Blog hmari himmat, taqat ko mujtamaaa rakhna,
humen waqt se pehle thaka mat dena..!


Blog mjhe lagta he k hmari sarisht mai jo ratti brabar bhi neki he,
wo hmari maoon ki mehnat ka samar he...!
k unhon ne tab, jab hum peda hone wale thay kasrat se quran shareef prha...,
aur srf ussi ki badolat mjhe lgta he, k kbhi na kbhi mai zindagi mai aik bht achi insaan, aur bht achi musalmaan banungi...!


Blog dua krna mere doston kliye,
mai nhi chahti k wo zindagi se kbhi bhi thaken, aaaj mjhe kisi ne bht rulaya,
bht emotional kr dia he, aur mai uski shukarguzaar hun,
mjhe uss shaks pe bara believe he, aur mai usse thora thora idealize krne lagi hun

Aur ab wo shaks iss baat par itraye mat...!
:grin

bas neela rhe, k usse khaas bnaya gaya he...,
aur blog usse keh do k mai koshish karungi k apne khwaaab poore karoon,
k mjh par uss se kam zimedarian hen,


isliye k mai esi position mai hun,
aur isliye bhi k mai ye kar sakti hun....!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

A day before yesterday, I wrote an afsana,
aik hi go mai....!

And the good part is, that I think that I can write well....!

Fatima has agreed to write that all neatly for me
[ lazy me, have always been wishing k kaash koi jin mil jata, meri jagah papers likhta wo]

And then maybe I,ll send it for publishing.....!

Monday, April 20, 2009

An often thought

Blessed is the feeling,
when one wants to live no other,s life......!

Friday, April 17, 2009

Herat kada.... Ashfaq Ahmad sahab

Since I had to return these two books, so on emergency and previosly done laziness basis
you are getting something out of ma two very favourite books....!
Back to back, ball to ball, hit after hit :grin

Heratkada, Dramon pe based book he. aur sare hi dramay ese k aik se barh kar aik...!
What is it that is not touched in this book, lovely.......!


Farar
Aalia: Ye kesi ajeeb o ghareeb matti he-kahan se aa pari aap k jooton par?
Kaleem: Mai nhi khta tha tjhe----- Wahan Pashmina he, mere bache hen- Meri rooh aur tamanaoun k janasheen ----- Shudam aur Gulla jan---- Pashmina aur mai do nhi hen, Aik hi awaaz ki baazgasht hen- Hum donon ------ Aalia I am sorry.



Bazghala aur bacha zaagh ka bhi kuch hissa hazir he,

Shah:
Ya Rabul aalameen, Ya Zuljalal, Ae mere Rab, mere Malik
Ye majboor mehez teri azmaishgah mai hazir he aur apne saath apne bete ko isliye laya he k maslak e ibrahimi par amal kare, Mujh praganda o sarguzishta sarisht mai itni Qooat-e-Eeman to nhi k iss zaaghzaade ko mehez teri razaa-o-rughbat kliye peh kar doon- Par Qadir-o-Aadil Aarzoomeri yahi he k tu iss kawe k bache ko, k bht shor machata he, Qurban Ali ki jagah qabool frma le- Baar Ilha iss kawe k bache ko qabool kr-Aur uss bazghale ko chor de , Apne habeeb k sadqe, Uss kaali kamli wale k sadqe- Mujhe sharamsaar na kar------ mujhe sharamsaar na kar-



Aur mera most favourite,
Neeli chirya
Faheem: Jab mai chota tha sameera---- to maine aik dafaa aik chirya pakar li thi. Mjhe uss chirya ka khaaakstari rang itna bura laga k maine ----- maine usse neeli siyahi se rang kr chor dia ---- janti ho phr kia hua?

Sameera: Kia.?

Faheem: Jab wo apni rishtedaar chiryon mai phnchi to thongen maar maar kar sabne usse lahoo luhaan kr dia ---- Yahan srf khaakstari badrang chiryan zinda reh sakti hen---
Mai Neeli chirya hun --- Mai apne anjaam se waqif hun.

I dote on this piece of writing, more than awesome..!


Saturday, April 11, 2009

Wuthering heights...

uptil now news are good... :)

kher,

Wuthering heights was the first english classic that came into my hands,
I was in o,levels 1,
did nt understand much at that time, and the book failed to takle place in the favourite most,s list.
but since it was maya,s favourite, I gave it another try,
and ahhh, what a master piece it is..!




Sharing something out of it,

"For shame," Heathcliff!" I said " It is for God to punish wicked people; we should learn to forgive."
"No , God wont have the satisfaction that I shall," he returned.

And another

she put up her hand to clasp his neck, and bring her cheek to his as he held her;
while he, in return, covering her with frantic caresses, said wildly -

"You teach me now how cruel you've been - cruel and false. WHY did you despise me? WHY did you betray your own heart, Cathy? I have not one word of comfort. You deserve this. You have killed yourself. Yes, you may kiss me, and cry; and wring out my kisses and tears: they'll blight you - they'll damn you. You loved me - then what RIGHT had you to leave me? What right - answer me - for the poor fancy you felt for Linton? Because misery and degradation, and death, and nothing that God or Satan could inflict would have parted us, YOU, of your own will, did it. I have not broken your heart - YOU have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine. So much the worse for me that I am strong. Do I want to live? What kind of living will it be when you - oh, God! would YOU like to live with your soul in the grave?"

"Let me alone. Let me alone,'' sobbed Catherine. ''If I've done wrong, I'm dying for it. It is enough! You left me too: but I won't upbraid you! I forgive you. Forgive me!''

''It is hard to forgive, and to look at those eyes, and feel those wasted hands,' he answered. 'Kiss me again; and don't let me see your eyes! I forgive what you have done to me. I love MY murderer - but YOURS! How can I?''




Monday, April 6, 2009

pray please, I am kinda tense.........!

Blog aaj low bhi hun aur tense bhi
medical he 8th ko

test clear ho gaya mera

Blog dua krna,
I cant bear more of failures,
they have already taken so much out of me


I am clinging to this one
God, dont deprive me of it...!

listening to
"Mai bhi khareedar hun"
haye, kia shair he
jala hua dil he mera, bhuja hua he
dhuan dhuan ban k rehna meri saza he