Live and Let others live .....!

My office was closed for three days on the basis of you can well assume what.
And when I was coming here today, I was told by a fellow passenger that my office is situated in a building very likely to be BOMBED away.
Arghhhhhhh......!


I am fed-up of things...,
specially of people who message me and tell me that today this and that place is likely to be blown away and in this much hours...!
[usually containing the name of the place my office is situated in]
Come on...!

I fear half of the Pakistani population is in ISI....!
God help you.


Guys things are already too worse to need your help in further worsening.
Get a life....!

I sit, wonder and cry...!

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life draws out all the pieces, and when by chance and fate these pieces of jigsaw join, the picture made is so incomprehensible that one wonders at the turns life took.
The spaces between "all that we were" and "all that we are" are so well filled and everything has such a good excuse to happen that one just cant help but sit bewildered.

Life is a bad thing, it goes round and round and you meet the same people on every corner and yet you know that you have traveled miles and centuries. Days pass and nights pass, and eventually you pass away, but all you remember meeting is blockages, walls, turn-abouts, round-abouts and people shouting that you are nothing and will remain to be nothing.

Yet one crosses all mazes and at-least once in his lifetime finds a destination, and then finds that it was not but a milestone.

My head is a roller coaster....!

My head is a roller coaster and is fed-up of rolling over and over.

I just want to loll it to sleep...!



my neck hurts..., cant carry the weight of this small brain and big head, ANYMORE..!

Green tea makes no improvement...
farewell to my eyes................!



Why migraine has started traveling down the body.. it,s back and limbs now..!

Blog tumhe pata he..!

Abu lahab ki khabr jo ai
to salha saal ka zamana ghubar ban kr bikhar chuka tha.




salha-sal ka zamana
salha-saal ka....!


kbhi prhna Abu-lahab ki shadi..................!
salha-sal ka zamana pal bhar mai to nhi guzara na.......!

My hands and tongue are nasty creatures......!

How many days have passed and nobody returned..
I stand here, waiting...,
nobody gave a call,
I was a crap and was well thrown of,
by my own hand perhaps....!
But should I remorse for the gone?


It hurts when realizations come over....!

Being non-political

Why do I feel that this current chain of bomb blasts and Kerry Luger Bill are somehow connected.......!

just realized.......!

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zindagi itni masroof ho gai he k bare dinon se apnon ko yaad krne ki bhi fursat nhi mili.
strange

Too busy...!

looking at this page of my blog....
I feel that either I have become unproductive, or too busy to think and write.



Well, I had wished like hell for such days,
and its not that I regret but for this page of MY BLOG, which is free of any creative spark.

Days are so busy and hectic, and I feel so content and satisfied with myself.
sakoon itna he k mar jane ko ji chahta he
wese, kher esi bhi koi baat nhi, lekin din bhar ka thaka hara insan jab bistar par girta he to esi pursakoon neend ati he k jiski tamanna mene hamesha ki.

tum to jante ho blog k mjhe sochen bistar par girne k baad pareshan krti hain..
aur ajkal neend sochne ki mohlat nhi deti...!

mai khush hun aur khne ko ziada kch hota nhi he.......
lekin dil dukhta he k akhir tum meri zindagi ka aik aham hissa ho,
jin dino tum se door rehti hun, dil ko koi khalish stati he...
kher ajj madawe kliye haziri di....

zehn mai bht se khayaal hen magar itne khaas nhi k qalamband karun...
Take care...........
May I come sooner

Shiny figures have black spaces.

Chchchch

I am the kissed frog,
pity for the kisser, for I am no prince.

ye bhi he, magar .......... kher ;)

Woh manay na manay yeh marzy hai un ki !
Magar un ko Purnam Mana kar tu dekhoo

Strange how life turns out

People are out there but all i have is pictures.

Mujhse barham aap kia huay/ sari kainaat ho gai.

...
A big number of people less on the eid wishers list this time...

Magic wand's work....
Man does not remain content on the fair/unfair share of love that he is getting.
He asks for more, Alas ends up gettig none, and loosing even the one that he had.

Poor I, who did,nt understand that, and went asking for it, thinking that it was her right...!

So nobody to compare and discuss my eid preparations with,
[I have made no new dress for Eid this time, and I dont know Why...! ]
no early morning Eid wishes.

Jalib made me say so too.

Hum Ahl-e-muhabbat paa lenge, apne hi sahare Manzil ko,
....... Yaaraan e siasat ne har soo, phelaein hen rangeen jaal to kia.

Superstions..! Big Time..!

Chanda tu kundalaio..,
Sooraj na kundla,
Jab raja ran charhe,
Ya meenh barse besh baha ..!

My phupho told me this one, two years back,
When I was watching the chand [ moon]
and she commented , that those who watch moon for a long time, loose their sanity.
PRETTY TRUE....!

On another note,
to add in, Mom has her science based theory,
Ants and those other pretty creatures are acting mad these days,
acting like desperates, taking away everything that they can.
Mom says, they are storing for the Rainy days...!




Note:-
I dont watch weather channel..!
:grin

hum ese saada dilon ki niazmadi se.....

blog dear,
bnde ka jab ji uth jaye, har uss cheez pe se, jis pe usska Eeeman tha...,
yakdammmmmmmmmmm,

wo kia kre....,

mera dil nhi krta jeene ko,

ye dunya to meri soch se bhi buri he...!



mai kese jeoungi inn sab logon k saath?
mar mar k...?

ufff...,


mjhe pata he I,ll get out of this

but at the moment I am very hurt and very unsure...!

Discovery

sachai ka parchaar krne wale nawe feesad log awal darje k jhoote aur zaleel hote hen....

baqi das feesad jhoote ban rhe hote hen aur zaleel kiye ja rhay hote hen...!

The day was so bad...
I am on the end of my nerves

one of the worst days ever.............!
dunya pe se aetbaar uth jaye yakdam to bnda jhala hi phirta he....!

???

Why I am so unfeeling today.....?
ajab safaki he mizaaj mai...





maybe I know the answer

thanks old buddies...,

At a time when it costs 60 paisas per 30 seconds,
and 2.5rs per hour at nights

here you are, who never calls,
and are indifferent to my life and death...!

It feels nice...!

years have past by