I miss the sun we shared.

Warda ikram, Hadia Ameen, Summaiya Ali,
sitting under the sun ,
I am here missing you people and the Sun that we used to share.
Sun is shining the usual way but neither Am I sitting on the grassy patch of our college garden nor I have you people by my side.


I miss the achar paratha that we used to eat,
[believe me it doesn't tastes least bit good when you people are not around]

I miss the bad jokes that I can crack only in Sumi,s presence.
[DAMN HER EYES AND EXPRESSIONS.]
I have never been so interested in talking about bad stuff but she.... argh
Now I am a bad girl ;)
Thanx to you.

I miss all those badminton matches between me and my dear hadi.
And that stupid and [nahoosat bhari] commentary of Warda ikram and Summiya Ali.
we would have used our rackets more on them than the poor shuttle.

I miss those taxi rides when I and Warda used to jump off without paying the fare
and Sumi and Hadi were left to give whole of the rent.



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I just cant bring it into imagination that Warda would be attending her classes alone
[ and damn me its more of the fact that I am not there with her and some other people would be, than the feeling that she is attending her classes alone. I am such a jealous and possessive soul.]



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Hi, to my coming nieces and nephews
[chchch sumi and hadi (lately married)]

Welcome to the world girlie...!

Summaya The Poet has been giving birth to words, phrases, sentences and other stuff.

But Today, She gave birth to a baby girl.




Note:- I am a Khala now :smile .

finally, she went off ... but for good I hope...!

hadia got married,
she is happy,
a positive plus to my otherwise low life.....!

and she was looking a princess of dunno what place.......!
she is such a child, such a child.....,
I am an elder sister of many older people.
bachi he meri,
she was acting wild on her rukhsati day,
and was looking so cute...


video is with warda,
dunno when she,ll give it to me.....!

love you hadia........!

hadia,s nikah today

well, getting married at an early age, yup she is.....!

Apart from all the pros and all the cons [ usually told] , which keep exchanging their places,
with the variation of the perfect marrying age, and blah blah.....!
[ as per anybody and anybody thinks...! ]

What I thought was that marrying at an early age certainly has a charm,
which I and some of my other friends wont be enjoying, if we ever ever planned to get married....!

For marrying at that point of life would be such an OBVIOUS thing, especially,
with one friend holding her three kids at your one side
and the second holding her four at your other.
;grin

nothing unusual..., Dahhhhhhhh....!


NO CLIMAX
:p
[ as per a faavourite drama dialogue says]





hadia was not looking a darling, she was looking more than that
eagerly signing her nikah papers,
laughing like a toad
[ mind my eyes]

and making those faces
eating like a hippo
and looking like a barbie.!



I told you to mind my eyes, they see wierdly
;grinjavascript:void(0)
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Soon she would be off to her new home
GOD BLESS HER,and may all her wishes be fulfilled...!

leaving without a jet plane, on a coaster perhaps.!

blog, ja rhi hun, kal mai...!
Issb par...!

sari bethi hun, abhi packing waghera sab, prha bhi khaaas nhi..!
Aur ghar walon friends se paanch din door,
taqreeban sab ajnabi log...!

I am not a crying baby, but ese hi udaasi he kuch...!


And Now I add to the post... [ its 12 in the afternoon, just one day to go]
udaasi had se sawa he....,
being out of contact with , what I ccall my total world, for five days.....!
I am really not liking the idea
:sadness creeping in.....!

Thankyou my Allah, thakyou my God...!

Blog,
do thank your God....,
we should thank Him.


kal soch rhi thi k kitna karam he Allah saein ka,
k above all,
agar hum gire bhi to ussne hmare liye sambhalne wale rakh chore.
jald ya badair hamen ese logon ka saath mila, jinhon ne zakhmon par marham rakha aur zehr ka tiryaaq kia.
wrna marna kuch esa mushkil bhi to nhi...!

Paul coelho ki baat bhulaye nhi bhoolti.
I,ll accept the zahir and will let it lead me into a state of either holiness or madness.


mai unn logon k bare mai soch rhi thi,
jo gire honge, thokar kha gaye honge, uthne ki sakkat na hogi,
hath phele honge, aur thamne wala hath na hoga.
tanhai si tanhai hogi.

Hum itne ache haalon mai hen blog k kia kahun....!

Rabba saein tera bhti karam ae...!

ummm,.......... she is going

Blog Mayya is going to America tonight

gala pakra gaya he...,
itna asar to hona hi tha
:smile

Dua kr,
zarurat he.....!

I promise....!

Blog Iss waqt kefiat mai daal dia kisi ne.....!
blog abhi kisi ne kaha k mai apne khwabon ka khayaal rakhun...!
Pray, that I,ll be able to keep the promise
and give that person the strength too, k wo bhi apne neelepan ko mahfooz rakh sake...!


Blog, najane kion, I ss lamhe mjhe yaqeen ho chala he k aik waqt hoga, jo hmara hoga,
jab hum wo kar sakenge, jo krne kliye humen peda kiya gaya tha,
jab gend hmare court mai hogi,
jab hmara gametime hoga

Aur mjhe lgta he k har shaks ko,
thori ya bht, jald ya badair,
ye oppurtunity zaroor milti he, jab, uss par uss qadar zimedarian nhi hoteen,
k wo apne khwaab poore kr sake,
wo, wo kr sake jo uska belief he....!
wo leading position mai ho...!

lekin jab tak wo waqt ata he, hum thak chuke hotay hen...!
humare jism mai iss qadar taqat nhi rahi hoti k utna toil kr saken....!

Blog hmari himmat, taqat ko mujtamaaa rakhna,
humen waqt se pehle thaka mat dena..!


Blog mjhe lagta he k hmari sarisht mai jo ratti brabar bhi neki he,
wo hmari maoon ki mehnat ka samar he...!
k unhon ne tab, jab hum peda hone wale thay kasrat se quran shareef prha...,
aur srf ussi ki badolat mjhe lgta he, k kbhi na kbhi mai zindagi mai aik bht achi insaan, aur bht achi musalmaan banungi...!


Blog dua krna mere doston kliye,
mai nhi chahti k wo zindagi se kbhi bhi thaken, aaaj mjhe kisi ne bht rulaya,
bht emotional kr dia he, aur mai uski shukarguzaar hun,
mjhe uss shaks pe bara believe he, aur mai usse thora thora idealize krne lagi hun

Aur ab wo shaks iss baat par itraye mat...!
:grin

bas neela rhe, k usse khaas bnaya gaya he...,
aur blog usse keh do k mai koshish karungi k apne khwaaab poore karoon,
k mjh par uss se kam zimedarian hen,


isliye k mai esi position mai hun,
aur isliye bhi k mai ye kar sakti hun....!

A day before yesterday, I wrote an afsana,
aik hi go mai....!

And the good part is, that I think that I can write well....!

Fatima has agreed to write that all neatly for me
[ lazy me, have always been wishing k kaash koi jin mil jata, meri jagah papers likhta wo]

And then maybe I,ll send it for publishing.....!

For hadia.....!

I am happy for hadia, I am very much.........!

Allah kare wo hamesha khush rahe, hamesha , hamesha.....!

aur Allah Taala usay wo den, jo uski bhi chahat ho aur Allah ji ki bhi.....!

jahan mai itni khush hun wahan thora sa dar bhi rahi hun dil mai,
wese to Allah ka lakh lakh shukar he, sab ache ki report he,
but satta khelne se phele dar lagna aik fitri baat he........!
and marrying is nothing different..!

wo aik bndi khti hoti thi,
shadi aik satte k taur he,
lag gaya to lag gaya, warna sari umar ka rona he..!

to kher,
bas hopes high...........!
:grin

to ji,
abhi engagement to ho le.....!
hum prhe likhon ki ye bari musebat he, sochte bht hen..........!